darknes1124

The last journal entry was in 2005. Here its May 8th 2009 at 12:10 am. A lot has changed. Ive been working my ass off for money since graduation. For a long time my friends and I have lost touch. Not that I feel like being childish anymore. I read my own posts and I sound like a fucking retard. lol Ive changed so much, more tattoos no more piercings. Im a husband and a father now. My son Jayvin Eli, bet no one has ever heard that name before. lol...He is 6 weeks and a day old now. They really do grow up fast. I am a customer care representative for T-mobile. And its ok, im trying to get through it. FOR EVERYONE who I used to talk to on devia

Yea well, somethings have been bad.  This past year ive went through 6 girlfriends.  I feel i should be shot.  I cant keep one because they always live outside of lorain or amherst.  It sucks.  I feel like dieing but im not going there again.  My current, well my current ex, just called me from cedar point.  She said she wanted to break up.  She said i kept feeding her bullshit.  Ive never lied to her. Umm yea more things,  when we found out my sister was pregnant.  We found out she was 4 months instead of 1.  Crazy huh?  I used to volunteer at the vermilion haunted schoolhouse.  But after today.  I dont think im ever going back.  I feel dep

Im not going out with anyone, so people stop asking if i am.  I am alone right now. Gretchen broke up with me.  Yea i think she fuckin used me.  But i dont wanna talk about so no one ask. Well lets see, my sister is pregnant.  Yea shes already a month.  I guess she never told anyone for that month or she didnt even know.  But IM GUNNA BE AN UNCLE!!  lol  I told them im not baby sitting.  Her boyfriend an soon to be husband, he finnally got a job.  Hes a vac seller.  lol  He tried sellin my parents a vac.  lmao Umm i go back to school this tuesday.  Creapy, i have to ride the bus at powers and take a half hour trip to JVS.  Fun *twirls fing